Blaine let out a shuddering breath. "I thought I did. I mean, I do, sort of, I don't want to feel crushed by loneliness... but I can't be with him. I can't love him back. It would be cruel. I would only be leading him on worse than I already did. I can only offer him amends and say goodbye. Let him call me names and unfriend me, it will be better for him that way."

He shook his head. Kurt didn't need to hear all that. His ending with Eli was something he had to do alone. "I don't expect us to be together anymore, Kurt. I meant every word I wrote. But it's only you I really want. I would rather be alone now, then seek a substitute. You are the the most incredible boy in the whole wide world. You are my soul-mate, Kurt Hummel. I belonged to you from the moment I first laid eyes on you."