"Because it's you I love, Kurt. It's you I wanted to have a life with. Eli was a... replacement. I know that's wrong. I know what I've done to both of you is unforgivable, I was selfish and solely focused on what I needed, I wanted. He's... a very nice person. And I don't have any ill will towards him. But he isn't the one. My one. That's you. It was always you. It always will be you. I gave you my heart, Kurt. I can't ever give it to anyone else," he said, wringing his hands, aching to offer Kurt comfort he had no right to give.